Wednesday, October 15, 2008

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! +++++++YAYAYA!!!!!!!!

OH MY.......IT`S BEEN QUITE A WEEK.JONATHAN GOT A JOB,HIS GED,PRE-TEST TO THE AIR-FORCE.FEELS GOOD ABOUT ABOUT HIMSELF....I AM SO PROUD OF HIM....A MILE STONE....DAVID IS OUT THERE DOING HIS OWN THING.I HAVE A GUT FEELING ABOUT HIM.NOT GOOD.IT`S TIME FOR HIM TO MOVE ON.THERE`S A LIEN AGAINST OUR HOME,WE OWE ABOUT 7000.00 DEBT.THERE NO MONEY FOR FOOD,MEDS.SO FORTH.OUR CHECKS ARE BOUNCING A-LOT.THATS HOW WERE MANAGING.SO OUR ACCOUNT IS -OVER 200.00.ABOVE ALL THAT,I AM GRATEFUL TO THE LORD FOR ALL THAT HE HAS PROVIDED,ESPECIALLY HIS LOVE.HE IS ALL ,IN ALL+ALL+ALL.NO MATTER WHAT WHAT HAPPENS,WE`LL BE OK. I MET THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN AT THE DR.OFFICE,TALK ABOUT A GOD THING.SHE WAS TRYING NOT TO CRY,THEN WE CONNECTED,SHE`S ON THE WAITING LIST FOR A LIVER TRANSPLANT AND HER MEDS WERE`NT BALANCED.WE ENDED UP SHARING,LAUGHING,SUPPORTING EACH OTHER.WHEN I GOT OUT FROM MY APPT;SHE CALLED ME OVER,I SAT QUIETLY NEXT TO HER.SHE WROTE ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LETTER..AND SAID HER MOTHERS NAME WAS BEVERLY AND THAT SHE WOULD DEDICATE HER NEXT PORTRAIT OF ME...WOW...WOW!I HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS AN ARTIST.I LEFT SO FULL OF LOVE FOR HER AND THE LORD. ALSO THROUGH THIS TIME OF DEBT....I HAVE BEEN DISASSOCIATING.I DONT LIKE IT WHEN I CANT FEEL.OH WELL INSPITE OF MY CIRCUMSTANCES I WILL RISE ABOVE THEM.THE LORD HAS BEEN MERCIFUL TO ME AND OUR FAMILY.ACTUALLY TO OUR WORLD. HE SAID HE WOULD SHAKE OUR WORLD UP.AND HE IS.IT`S IMPORTANT THAT HE DOES.SO WE CAN REPENT TURN OUR LIVES BACK TO HIM.THE SQUEESE IS ON. BEV

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