soming up

JUST TO SUM UP ALL THE STUFF GOING ON....IT GOES LIKE THIS......OUR HOME IS VERGING ON FORECLOSURE,NO MONEY(husband+I were.n`t on the same page),washer died,along with the dish one too,toilet cracked right down the side,NO cell phones,just got some food from family,can`t smile all the way,I just swallowed a huge chunk of my denture,our pet ferret won`t stop scratching his sore.Think I need to stop playing hooky and get back to church.Now that the Lord has my undivided attention.ALL IN ALL....EVERY THINGS O.K........BEV

NEXT HAPPENS

Update Challenges---might lose are home,no money,washer died,I swallowed a huge chunk of my denture,dish washer died,mother is ill verging on death.Just to mention a few.I see....GIANTS IN THE LAND...WARRING...Just like King David-We`ll win this battle.God is on our side,and we are learning to change.NOW THE GOOD NEWS!We have somewhat health(even tho I do.n`t have teeth right now)a roof over our heads,friends,family,food.Turning our challenges into steppingstones.BEV

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! +++++++YAYAYA!!!!!!!!

OH MY.......IT`S BEEN QUITE A WEEK.JONATHAN GOT A JOB,HIS GED,PRE-TEST TO THE AIR-FORCE.FEELS GOOD ABOUT ABOUT HIMSELF....I AM SO PROUD OF HIM....A MILE STONE....DAVID IS OUT THERE DOING HIS OWN THING.I HAVE A GUT FEELING ABOUT HIM.NOT GOOD.IT`S TIME FOR HIM TO MOVE ON.THERE`S A LIEN AGAINST OUR HOME,WE OWE ABOUT 7000.00 DEBT.THERE NO MONEY FOR FOOD,MEDS.SO FORTH.OUR CHECKS ARE BOUNCING A-LOT.THATS HOW WERE MANAGING.SO OUR ACCOUNT IS -OVER 200.00.ABOVE ALL THAT,I AM GRATEFUL TO THE LORD FOR ALL THAT HE HAS PROVIDED,ESPECIALLY HIS LOVE.HE IS ALL ,IN ALL+ALL+ALL.NO MATTER WHAT WHAT HAPPENS,WE`LL BE OK. I MET THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN AT THE DR.OFFICE,TALK ABOUT A GOD THING.SHE WAS TRYING NOT TO CRY,THEN WE CONNECTED,SHE`S ON THE WAITING LIST FOR A LIVER TRANSPLANT AND HER MEDS WERE`NT BALANCED.WE ENDED UP SHARING,LAUGHING,SUPPORTING EACH OTHER.WHEN I GOT OUT FROM MY APPT;SHE CALLED ME OVER,I SAT QUIETLY NEXT TO HER.SHE WROTE ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LETTER..AND SAID HER MOTHERS NAME WAS BEVERLY AND THAT SHE WOULD DEDICATE HER NEXT PORTRAIT OF ME...WOW...WOW!I HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS AN ARTIST.I LEFT SO FULL OF LOVE FOR HER AND THE LORD. ALSO THROUGH THIS TIME OF DEBT....I HAVE BEEN DISASSOCIATING.I DONT LIKE IT WHEN I CANT FEEL.OH WELL INSPITE OF MY CIRCUMSTANCES I WILL RISE ABOVE THEM.THE LORD HAS BEEN MERCIFUL TO ME AND OUR FAMILY.ACTUALLY TO OUR WORLD. HE SAID HE WOULD SHAKE OUR WORLD UP.AND HE IS.IT`S IMPORTANT THAT HE DOES.SO WE CAN REPENT TURN OUR LIVES BACK TO HIM.THE SQUEESE IS ON. BEV

GRATEFUL

I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR RECOVERY YOU CARED TO KNOW MY NAME,CARED TO FEEL MY HURT DIRECT MY WONDERING HEART. WHEN I FELT LIKE A VAPOR IN THE WIND A WAVE TOSSED IN THE OCEAN YOU HEAR ME WHEN I`M CALLING,CATCH ME WHEN I`M FALLING YOU SHOWED ME WHO I AM YOU LOOKED ON ME WITH LOVE AND WATCHED ME RISE AGAIN YOU HELP CALM THE STORM IN ME WHO AM I?A CHILD OF GOD HAVING FAITH IN RECOVERY... I AM ME....WITH LOVE....BEV... P.S SOME OF THESE VERSES ARE TAKEN FROM A SONG CALLED "WHO AM I"

DOORS

MY LIFE USED TO BE NOTHING BUT TURMOIL,ONE CRISES AFTER ANOTHER.I WAS FILLED WITH OVERWHELMING FEAR.WONDERING,CRASHING INTO WALLS I COULD.N`T SEE,BATTERED,WITH NO DIRECTION,PURPOSE,OR SIGNIFICANCE.MY RESOURCE'S(addictions)WERE DEPLETED.THE ENEMY WAS ME.THOSE EVENTS WERE IMPORTANT. SURRENDERING TO MY GOD,GAVE ME THE FAITH TO OPEN THE DOOR OF RECOVERY,AND TURN MY TRAUMAS INTO STEPPINGSTONES. I HELD THE KEYS ALL ALONG.

MONEY--RELATIONSHIP

THE LORD IS HELPING US THROUGH A HARD TIME OF DEBT AND SUPPORTING EACH OTHER.HE`S BROUGHT ME OUT OF HELL.HE`LL BRING ME EMOTIONALLY OUT OF THIS CHALLENGE TOO.DAVID HELPED I US TO FIND SOLUTIONS AND PRIORITIES ADDRESSING THIS. RELIEF AND HOPE ARE BECOMING STRONGER.IT`S GREAT TO HAVE HIS SUPPORT.I WILL NOT LOOK TO MY FAMILY FOR MONEY.WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN LIVES.THERE IS AN END,AND A JOURNEY,FOR EACH ONE WITH GOD...THE LORD+THE HOLY SPRITE. THANK YOU FATHER FOR HEARING OUR CRY..MORE THAN THAT....FOR LOVING ME,US. LOVE YOU BEV