Recovery-one more root to untangle....I am trying to live life on lives terms.in my processes of recovery....I came to a place where I found myself trying to defuse others in my family,especially my explosive son,I used some different communication skills...like how would I like to be talked to,and treated,I listened to what they were saying from the heart,questioned in my head whats really buried underneath they`re outbursts,and what can I do to have peace,respect for each other, I even tried to use recovery therapy on them.How ever they really have not opened the door to recovery themselves. I vacillated- which means (wavering or tending to waver)on thoughts of what to do next,EXPECTING them to see and feel things the way I experience them,not realizing what I was doing....Expectations=disappointments,and out comes my anger issues,even when I held them inside using Denial.A great way for my ED to arise and all my other addictions. It`s NOT worth dying for.....This will take a lot of help and practice.I know with one day at a time,my faith in GOD,GOOD,ORDERLY,DIRECTION and others......RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE....
Another Steppingstone...................BEV
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